Self Petals

This energy-body has 3 structures. An approximate cross-section of these is shown here:

Self Petals energy body

The middle structure has 4 equal petals (discovered by Max Sandor, as was its relation to self), back, front, left and right, which together overlap slightly to enclose the lower part of the torso, with an opening at the top, and overall having a similar shape to a tulip flower. This structure is about the self and its nature, and in good condition is very loving and protecting of oneself, positive and deeply satisfied. In less good condition it can be smaller, can include a feeling of unprotected nakedness or self-consciousness, and can become stiff if defending against what it considers to be attacks or non-ideal connections.

The lower structure has 16 equal petals, much more horizontally flattened in shape, and extending further. Together they overlap to form an approximately disc-shaped structure which is about support for the self. In good condition it is dark and provides powerful support for the self. In less good condition they can be paler, smaller and weaker and include fears and withdrawals.

The upper structure is smaller brighter, starts a few inches above the top of the head, and has over 50 parts, including more at least two different shapes, one more petal-like, the other much thinner, and approximately encloses a space with an open top end. It is about how self relates to others. In good condition it is in a win/win condition, with good positive, mutually beneficial, and open connections to others. In less good condition it can be in lower games-conditions (win/lose, lose/win or lose/lose) and try to block connections with others or be unwilling effect of connections with others.

The colors shown above are an approximate average color, with each structure exhibiting rapid slight changes in colors over different parts of their structure, and also moving slightly with regular free wafting type movements. In less good condition the colors are more muted, or absent, and it can be stiffly unmoving, or the movements can be more like flinches, reactions, or attempts to withdraw or hide.

Advanced perspective:

This energy body was based on an earlier similar system, with many more similar-shaped circular structures below those mentioned already, increasing in size the lower they are, each with a bidirectional circular flow near the edge of the ring-shape. These lower structures were used in the Magick-universe to handle conflicts or polarities (including relevant Morphic-fields) in a way which resulted in the two sides liking each other and working together in a win/win way.